I sold off Gibbs and alhamdulillah that's one debt down the drain. I really hope that one day I will have the courage to forgive everything and move on. Perhaps one day, I can experience the blessings behind it.

Sometimes I was too dwell with the feelings that I forgot that everything is temporary.

My happiness matters as much as others and that's something I need to work on.

So from now on, I'm going to march forward with slight glimpses of my past. Hopefully that will be enough to keep me going from now on and then.

Till we meet again.

Friday, 29 August 2025 • August 29, 2025 • 0 notes

Sheesh the adulthood part is kinda crazy,

Most of my friends already married and having children at my age.

Personally I don't think I'm fully ready for that phase yet. Maybe, I was meant to be passerby and that okay.

I keep telling myself I don't need to do so and my time will eventually come, but then again the pang of jealousy really does hit.

I told myself that it's not about the look, but then again maybe I need another major character development.

Who am I to really know shit right?

Everything kinda stagnant nowadays and I couldn't help but wonder what can I do to resolve the issue? Do I really need help on that.

left

Sunday, 15 February 2026 • February 15, 2026 • 0 comments

March onwards they said, you need to keep moving forward they said.

Nobody tell you it's going to be boring and stagnant.

I genuinely think I just want to seize the day.

2025

Thursday, 1 January 2026 • January 01, 2026 • 0 comments

O Captain, My Captain!

I was so worried about my future not realising Allah has paved it's way out of mercy and love for me.